What was I trying to prove?
Why did I have to torture myself and be obsessive over what I eat just to determine my self worth? I decided that this was ridiculous and idiotic. (But being vegetarian, not so much)
So, I gave this up:

My gym clothes which I was wearing.
For this:
A Magherita pizza topped with mushrooms, sun-dried tomatoes, pineapple, and arugula salad.
I know I am innately a secret pizza + wine girl, and it felt really, really good. I know I am such a hedonist and glutton, having eaten the entire 14 inch pizza by myself, but I really couldn't give a rat's ass about what you think.
This is a good change. I feel stronger already- Yes, food is therapeutic.
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